Gosh

I am having such mixed feeling right now. I just got back from tea house place. Having the girl's number in my hand, I can't feel any excitement.

I went to the place w/ a friend and told him about my little crush on the girl. He was kind enough to go w/ me. It made a big difference for me to finally have the guts to ask for her number. I asked. She dodged the question by saying what number. Then I said your number. Then the usual "oh but I already have a bf". So I just blah it out that I just wanna be friends b/c I just got back from abroad (why'd hell did I say that for?.. >.< )

So yah, she gave me her number which I haven't tried it yet and I already felt dizzy w/ the whole thing.

But all in all, I did get the number, regardless of real or not. Finally got this thing done, something that I have to go out of my way to force myself to get over the shyness.

At last, I don't need to go back to that tea place and order some expensive tea that my salary definitely cannot afford anymore. whew.


Oh ya, studying for grad school now in full speed... starting... tomorrow... crap... @.@