Damn it.

Today is Chinese New Year's Day, and I'm fucking annoyed for some reason.

Supposedly a family gathering day, which I have long felt the meaning of "family" has been non-existent. So far, I have a very good job with a boss who gives me ample of resources to grow. I'm greatful for it. And this is pretty much the only thing that's going for me. The rest is non-existent. or rather, annoying to say the least. I'm pretty much back to solitude life again, with my parents' words just become something more of a burden or annoyance.

Maybe b/c it's valentine's day, or maybe it's b/c I am 29 and still single. Or maybe it's my parents' always saying the wrong things in front of others, in front of me. I have a paranoid father who would just randomly become psychotic w/o warning, and a step-mom who refuses to recognize that she has become so fat and unhealthy, and the words coming out of her mouth are no different from a 3 year old, literally, and the worst thing is that she is overly proud of herself.

I'm sure things would get better as time goes on (I mean it can't get any worse unless I lost my job again), but at the moment I just need to rant. and probably say a few "f" word to let the anger out of my mind.

Although I live under the same roof with my parents, I have no felt the warmth of being at home for many many years, ever since my mother was gone.

new job has been... good so far.
working hours are high and social life is non-existent (which i desperately need to change)

it seems im still the same guy... just many many years older than i was.

time doesn't wait, and i better figure out what's next soon...

Happy Moo Year!

mixed feeling during the lunar holidays.

family gathering was fantastic w/ uncles, aunts, cousins, and of course, the uber grandma, who insisted on chewing a giant piece of fat pork (not recommended for high blood pressure patients...)

met up w/ junior high friend coming back from London. seems like she's having a tough time w/ her doctor's degree and life in a far away land, financially and relationships altogether.

as for me, i celebrated my bday on lunar new year day with lots of greasy food and old time stories from dad's era. good times.

few more days before school starts again. boredom struck me when i started looking for peeps to hang out.

eek.

Back to where I started, the beginning of blogging :P

I won't write too much as of now, busy day today, but do want to catch up on my blogging and update on what's going on w/ my buddies on the other side of the ocean

will start to fill in more details of my boring long work hour life, stay tuned :P

@ work, ftp uploading stuff, testing a program that takes a 2 full minutes to shut it down, well, either program close or error message showing it crashed.

finally it's friday and i get a break to rest during the weekend. still waiting for that paycheck to come next week so i can buy myself something for chinese new year :x

in the meantime, enjoy pictures of beautiful women...

Happy 2008 all :D

It's one of those mornings that I woke up from 12hr of working on the prev day, still tired. TGIF tho... finally get to relax a bit

I heard this on the radio this morning. Some aussie dude jumped off Taipei 101 (tallest building in the world, till dubai builds something to surpass it) and here is the clip that my friend sent me. Enjoy.