I've gone nuts.

Or just trying to get away.

Home no longer feels like home.

My dad bombarded me w/ insults and suspicions of any wrong doings he could think of every single day.

My step-mom isn't helping either. She monitored me like a 3 yr old. Calling me every 2 hr to see where I was and what I was doing.

I don't want to do anything stupid at this time.

But just to get away from all the hatred toward me at "home".

*sigh

I miss America. I miss all my friends. I miss my mom.

This weekend I'm off to Taipei to look for work. Wish me luck. Maybe this unexpected move will speed up my wish to be independent.